Sep. 1st, 2010

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So, desperate for some coverage, Omaha and I bought into the Group Health plan, only to discover that the saleswoman she initially spoke to either failed to understand Omaha or otherwise seriously misled her. Omaha was clear that she takes a certain dosage of a very expensive medication, but she got quoted a very low number that made me suspicious, but she confirmed it several times before we agreed to buy into the plan. Now we learn that we were quoted one-quarter of the actual price. That's not something you "screw up," especially not when the quoted outcome is suspiciously close to the annual drug allowance ceiling.

Worse yet, there doesn't seem to be a better plan available anywhere. We don't have a choice. We're on this plan for the next year. We had budgeted for this plan, which is twice as expensive as our previous plan, and now with the drug benefit cut so seriously, we're now paying TRIPLE what we were paying three months ago, and that'll go up to 4 TIMES in either May or June. I am so mad at how we got wedged into this mess.

Fuck me with a chainsaw.

As if that weren't bad enough, after this horrible stress hit Omaha and I, we received word that one of our college roommates committed suicide last night. I hadn't heard from him in years, although I often thought of him fondly-- he wrote fiction long before I started and was one of the best teachers I had ever worked with at the essentials of narrative, especially about building tension in a story. Most of his skill he put into running D&D games.

I don't know what happened, or how he spiralled down. I do know that he spent his last days, all day playing Facebook games.

And I put it second because... because it's over. There's nothing more to do. Securing the safety and health the people I love in the here and now, that comes first.

The saddest part? I got a metric buttload of work done today. I got both kids to and from various back-to-school events and dance classes. I even cooked myself a decent lunch. The weather was beautiful. I have my ankle brace off finally, and can wear my kilt again.

Count the blessings, I guess.
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As if death and poverty weren't enough stress, I tried to update a small corner of critical software on my laptop that's been needing attention for a while. Like a good elf, I backed everything up onto a USB drive, then ran the upgrade and rebooted.

It didn't come up. Fuck me twice. And worse, I couldn't restore! Because the problem was in the "Unified Device Driver" (udevd), which, in upgrading from revision 149 to revision 151 had somehow forgotten how to recognize my hard drive, and the kernel has become so dependent upon udevd that there's no manual override. I'm looking at the hard drive shouting "It's right fucking there!" and of course it doesn't listen, it has no ears.

So I boot off an ancient (very ancient) Gentoo Rescue Disk, only to discover it has no SATA drivers.

By luck, I have a (very) old version of the kernel that doesn't use udevd sitting on the hard drive, and through deep geekery force the boot loader to find it. It comes up. But no, it has no ethernet capability, because that was shifted from the IPW subsystem to the IWL subsystem several years ago, and this kernel is too old to use IWL!

USB Stick! I boot up my ancient desktop, which I never use. It can't recognize USB devices. I just rebuilt the goddamn thing, and it doesn't recognize USB storage devices!

Desperate, I shove the USB stick into Omaha's macintosh, scp the files for the udevd downgrade into the known address there, then shove the USB into the laptop. Blessed be, it recognize the files and downgrades successfully. A reboot later, and I'm back up and running.

Linux is great when it works, but tonight, trying to get my creaking desktop and my crippled laptop to exchange a single goddamn application archive was like trying to get two autistic children to talk to each other.

I'm now re-backing up from the current (working) endpoint. I'm embarrassed I had to use a Mac, but I suppose this makes up for Omaha needing my Linux box to pull files off her borked Mac harddrive a few months ago.

Oh, and I covered the back of my screen, and the backs of the USB drives, with velcro. Works great to keep them out of the way.

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