Elf Sternberg

i really thought i came up with that one all by myself, somewhere in the late 70's. i still feel i don't 'belong' here - in this life, in this era, on this planet, even, sometimes. i don't know why i haven't been unmasked for the alien freak i am yet. another feature of this for me is that i seem to live in fear of being found out. the punishment is non-specific, but horrid. sort of like "waiting for c'thulu".